The story of my life

I am the Queen of Procrastinators!!

2008-12-04T09:33:00.000-08:00

The last few months has just been work,work, work dun even have time to bake...dun have time to do research of cupcake websites and how to sell bla bla bla, no time to research project Ashie Lexie... only until the 'news' came out only I realise need to start projects! Argh me needs help :(

Getting old?

2008-12-03T18:41:00.000-08:00

I can't be getting that old rite? been dancing for a year and now after i dance my left knee hurts abit, so i can't be getting old rite? I'm just over doing my dance moves....rite

My Room needs a make over

2008-12-01T00:59:00.000-08:00

I'm thinking

Red wall
fairy lights
moving my brother's remaining stuff out(so pls :) come and get ur tapes/books or it will get thrown away...)
removing poster as I'm not 13 anymore...
make space for computer and macbook :)
new curtains
new bedsheets?
decor the black steel bed?

oh yes i need to declutter and redecor my room...

words can build and hurt

2008-11-26T08:42:00.000-08:00

"This is my blog, I can do whatever I want with it!If you don't like it then don't read it"

A fren once commented on my blog posts and that was my reaction to it, thinking back I've realised that is a very immature and selfish response. There are people out there reading blogs, frens who silently read your blog but u never knew...or maybe even pastors have been reading ur blogspots*gasp :) but yea ppl read blogs and the content of each post can build or hurt people. Sometimes in our frustration or anger we put up posts that hurt people intentionally or unintentionally and all we can say is it's my blog so I can do whatever I want with it, not realising the damaged we have caused, out of our selfishness we cause harm to people because we want to let it out.

A pen is mightier than a sword, you don't need to kill someone physically with a knife...it's easier to do it with our words. I am guilty of that, saying many things without much thought I know I've cause many people hurt knowingly and unknowingly...to make things worse I talk alot. Its a journey that I admit is hard and long, and I don't know if I'll change for the better or just give up, but God is a good/gracious and He is the God of second chances, if He's going with me in this journey then I better not lose out.

Some verse I looked up to help me remind myself and I hope it helps and encourages you.

Ephesians 4:29. "Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen."

Proverbs 12:18 "Reckless words pierce like a sword."

Psalm 141:3 "Set a guard over my mouth, O Lord; keep watch over the door of my lips."

the cutest video + Uglyiest pictures

2008-11-24T05:48:00.000-08:00

This makes me smile all the time :)

Now this is just to tickle your funny bone :) Well when you have a built in camera on ur laptop and your a wee bit stressed u do stupid things like this

I seriously look like my Ex boss...u know who :)

an exaggeration on my uneven eyes

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

The sabbath rhythm

2008-11-17T21:30:00.000-08:00

it goes...
1
2
3
4
5
6
Rest

1
2
3
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5
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Rest

1
2
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4
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Rest

The best years...

2008-11-12T07:38:00.000-08:00

High School Musical 3 took me down memory lane along the road called Taman Petaling. I hated my high school years but I love my friends, my 2 best buddies whom I can be crazy insane with...I remembered the times we had in the sceince labs disecting frogs, or the time when Caroline whacked Yas with a hockey stick by accident, walking to school we use to have a miss-call system so we can time our walk to the met up point and that time don't have handphones kay! So many things we did in high school and I miss it so much now.

It was hectic....

2008-11-09T08:35:00.000-08:00

of all the 12 issues I've worked on this year...this month was the worst! not only we were late but someone mis-informed the team and got us into trouble. Already we're missing 1 leg, 1 has more things on her mind besides work, 1 had to see the doc to get her blood pressure check....this is madness!!!on top of that appraisals are being now!!!oh man i can't imagine wat it will be like when we're missing 2 designers!!!!

then today had roadshow...I had to usher people and this is NOTHING like ushering people into church, I had the 'honour' to shoo people away because the seats were only for guest and the guest seats were not labled, to top that there were free gifts and a lucky draw and we all know we malaysians a kiasu over free stuff and lucky draws, so nyways we had guest/celebs and VIP coming but no seats...so how?simple lo tell ppl unless you have a ticket you can't sit here. Simple? I had 1 angry father demanding for an apology, and another girl started ranting about how our magazine suck and bla bla bla and asks us to just close down the company...all this JUST because you can't sit? well I wasn't really bothered cause there were things that needed to be done. But I'm glad Daniel and Dhaniya won in the end, but it wasn't as big as last year cause last year it was a party at Zouk and as much as I hated the club and wanted to go home at 10 the event wasn't half bad. All in all thank God it's only once a year!!now I can sleep soundly and miss my mac :( it was playing dim versus bright with me on wed have to get it checked in case the comp is cacated.

Life without water

2008-11-05T07:39:00.000-08:00

Having no water in the office*which has happen 3 times or more* sucks big time. You can't even take a dump because how on earth do you flush?????No there is no tangki or some water storage thingy in the office. I had to think twice before taking water!!We had to make several trips outside JUST to go to the loo.

But ofcourse today does not top the one incident where I've finished my 'business' only to find out the toilet has no water, so how on earth do you flush!!!!!!?????no there was no pail of water THERE WAS NO WATER STORAGE WATSOEVER!!so what else could I do besides filling the toiler bowl with banyak-gila tissue and close the lid and close the door.

Common sense you need a tangki of water for EMERGENCY!!dah la this place known for the lack of water and electricity... dun people think ahead?

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

2008-11-03T08:55:00.000-08:00

You should go see it!! :)

am to bz to blog abt it but just want to tell you guys if u haven't watched it...GO!!!

Posting from my mac :)

2008-11-02T00:26:00.000-07:00

It's finally here!!My belated birthday present from the bf :) *love u lots!! I just died at machines, this 13 inch beauty has captivated my heart :) now i can work from home, I can blog from my bed, I can be like those people at starbucks with their laptops :) I finally have a laptop to call my own :D happy happy!!!!

sleeping cats

2008-10-31T09:10:00.000-07:00

This is Grande sleeping so cute rite?

That is Terra sleeping....cute!!!

ARGH!!!!

2008-10-29T08:59:00.001-07:00

I forgot how to do comments!!!! +_+ helppppppp

One of those days when I am plain dumb

2008-10-28T18:45:00.000-07:00

I changed the template but I forgot to keep all my links, and chatterbox html code...now i have to painstakingly do it one by one!!!!

Under Construction

2008-10-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

got a new skin but still got alot of loose ends to tie so be patient!

Grande is getting better!!

2008-10-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

We can take her home*thank gawd!!!!!she's improving but we're still not sure if her liver is fuctioning well...get better soon girl!!fight fight fight!! :)

Give thanks in all circumstances

2008-10-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

1. Am worried abt my kitten who is still surviving*PTL but we're not sure if her liver is fuctioning.
2. I had spent a fair bit for my car's repair yest, and it just broke down today, dunno what's wrong yet so more have to come out of the pocket.

But in 1 thess 5:16 - 18

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

Now this is one fairly difficult verse to put into practice given the circumstances, but I guess this is easier to grasp if I listed out what to be thankful for.

I'm thankful for :-
1. A good vet who is doing his best to keep my kitten alive
2. Allowing me frequent visit to my kitten and answering my annoying phone calls abt my kittens's progress.
3. I had plenty of friends who went out of their way to help me find mechanic/find tow truck/come looking for me and checking whats wrong with the car/Jason who was always always calling me and checking on me eventhough he was out with his friends
4. A mechanic who is coming back early from his leave to check on my car
5. A good tow truck driver who also gave me a discount to the price
6. Ricky + Sharon to send me to the mechanic and wait for the tow truck to arrive and then send me home.
7. God who provides for my needs all the time even when I'm not asking for it
8. Best friends who will take u out for drinks to take ur mind of the stress

well the thankful list certainly out-number the problem list...I have alot to be thankful for and I'm not angry cause there is no one to be angry at, I dun know if I should think about getting a car cause the commitment is just scary, and I'm still praying for Grande to get well.

So like God says be joyful always pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

And every bro + sis in Christ out there says?

Amen!

If u want to kill a cat give them panadol

2008-10-25T08:41:00.000-07:00

I adopted 3 more kittens tall,grande,venti

Grande was feverish yest and so I decide I should take her to the vet to see whats wrong, before that I told my mother to give her water. I didn't realise my mother has diluted some panadol into the water and gave it to the kitten. So by the time Jason took her to the vet her fever was gone, so the vet cleared her BUT she was shaky and tired when she got home, she didn't want to eat or play. She just got worse thru the day and after celebration today I told Jason something is wrong and she needed to go back to the vet. So we took her back and find out that Panadol is poison to cats, since my kitten is so young and the vet couldn't find her vein, he trying to flush out the toxin asn do the best he can but he said that he's not sure if the kitten will pull thru since she took the panadol in the morning and she wasn't in good shape by nite :( don't know if she's going to survive.

Gadget freak!!

2008-10-16T10:44:00.000-07:00

Yes I am a gadget freak!well mostly Apple stuff la and handphones :)

I'm SOOOO in love with the new macbook, it's almost impossible to say no to it!!And I've JUST checked out the new Ipod touch and OMG!!!it's a must have!!!>.< I WAN I WAN I WAN!!!!

main criteria for gadgets :) hehe it's got to be slim*points at phone & Ipod*and Stylish!!gosh hurry up and come to malaysia macbook!!!!!eyer...maybe I should buy the Ipod touch too :p

Is feeling all warm and fuzzy

2008-10-12T22:45:00.000-07:00

and they are to blame :)

This song is on Jason's caller ringtone and it's so nice :) me loves Melee!!!

Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
But most of all, most of all it's built to last...

:)

Random notes

2008-10-09T08:59:00.000-07:00

I've miss my real hair so I decided to let it grow until I can't stand it! And I get the same response every time

"What happen to your hair!?"
"This is the real thing :) UN-rebonded"

Of course if you grew up with me you would know just how much I resemble a lion :) but since my colleagues and CG members have never seen it, I'm sure it may come to shock or amuse some people..hehe

I've asked my brother to let me borrow my SLR back(NON DIGITAL) so I can't wait to experiment on pictures!!I'm sure the 1st few rolls will be fiasco's but if I don't mess up I won't learn :). It's been a while now since I've used an SLR...i remember for my assignments me and my classmates would go to KLCC park to take pics and carry our camera every where we go just incase something nice came about to shoot...but you can only do so much with a regular zoom lens, I refuse to use Jason's digital cause my hand is just not steady enough, but I blame the camera for being slow :p.

More people are getting married...I'm more excited about my colleague's wedding cause I get to 'torture' guys when they come to get the bride...it was so fun to plan the activities and figure out how to make things more...'interesting' I shan't say more cause such details can't be shared here :p.

Work is just bla, cause I get send round the bush only to come back to the original idea...irritating and a waste of my time!!

Words can't descibe how I feel

2008-10-04T06:24:00.001-07:00

I've heard rumours that dragonball is made to a movie, so Jason found the trailer for me and I don't know if I should laugh...or cry

FBR - The top video clips of the week are here

Raya holidays means free time to bake :)

2008-09-27T01:44:00.000-07:00

Okies I've got 2 free days with no plans so I am going to bake and decorate cupcakes!!Since I'm satisfied with the 2 recipes I just need to make them pweety and presentable!!

Cupcakes, how to's and everything else on the menu

2008-09-19T11:45:00.000-07:00

So far I've only 2 successful cupcake recipes but can't seem to find the time to try out new recipes any ideas are most welcome! On top of recipes I haven't nicely designed my cupcakes! I think I'm gonna need to sign up for some lessons to do very super kawaii-chunted cupcakes. Anybody interested to order :p

This is overdue! We (Rich-Hanj-Caleb-Zoe and me) had a last min supper/bday thingy for Gadiy couple of weeks back, Zoe demonstrated how to do the McShaker Fries.

So big bro got hitched *yay!!* I never believe people when they tell me how my siblings looks like me...but UN-photoshoped photo's never lie :) traids of a true-blue Chew family member we love spicy food (starting too!!) and we love durians :) but every 1 out of 20 u get weird cases like me who didn't like spicy food at 1st! hey my sis doesn't like durians so I'm not the only one!!

Ven is gone :(

2008-09-09T19:36:00.000-07:00

My 2 month old kitten, Ven passed away this morning :(

When my dog died I didn't feel this lost empty feeling, I guess at some point I knew my dog is going to died soon if not in the next few years as he was 10 years old. But this kitten was bearly 1 month old when Byen found him, and now he's gone I we're still not sure what was the cause.

:( I want him back!!

of waterfalls, natures and all sorts

2008-08-31T08:27:00.000-07:00

CG Retreat rocked man!abit short but I had a really good time this weekend!

I love jumping shots like these :)

Gilbert was tossed across the frame

Lionel in action

after the waterfalls

this was our means of transportation...I really felt like a refuge traveling in that

group shot is a must!

I love hammocks!

Did I say 2 weeks?

2008-08-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

My mistake... the slaughter is in 5 days!!!!!

Say it with me now! Supercalafragelistic expialodocious

2008-08-24T18:18:00.000-07:00

2 more weeks till the slaughter! Would appreciate it if you guys keep me in prayer it's gonna be 2 long weeks stress-filled days and let me welcome back Coffee into my breakfast meals!!

I am clueless

2008-08-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

So at the moment I don't know what I want, actually it's not I don't know what I want, it's I've got no more passion for it. So right now I'm just going through the motion... searching for that passion hmm I'll put it on hold till I have the time to figure it out.

I feel so...stupid

2008-08-09T21:16:00.000-07:00

So I had a rather stressful week of chasing deadlines, missing deadlines, trying to finish and close the mag and all that jazz, so while in the middle of all my work somehow I lost track of time – day and dates. I had to finish 2 of my extra work that was due on MONDAY(11/8), So I decided to go back to work on a Sunday. I went to work, checked the deadlines again and then look up at my calendar only to find out

Job 1 - 12/8 (tuesday)
Job 2 - 13/8 (WEDNESDAY!!!!!!)

Here I am sitting in the office feeling very stupid. So very very STUPID!!

The Potato story...

2008-08-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

I had a plan to finish my work earlier so that I could met the deadline, but ofcourse like all plans something has to come and spoil it!now im WAY behind schedule with extra work load and the clock is ticking!!

GRRRRR!!!the month of Sept sucks!!!nvm i had potato story to keep me going

I want to bake peanut butter chocolate cupcake!!!!!!!

So..

2008-07-28T00:48:00.000-07:00

I baked more cupcakes, unfortunately I forgot to put milk in the batter so it's a tad bit dry and to Jo's enjoyment they were crispy :)

Messing around with Icing

A belated birthday present for lex

Unfaithful

2008-07-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

Here's an advice from a friend:
Don't trust your boyfriend to much.

Is it so impossible for relationship to last?If it is why is there so many unfaithful partners out there, is a relationship just made out of romance, hugs, kisses and just that good feeling and once it's gone you go looking for it again while still in a relationship?ok fine maybe not everyone goes looking for a new partner but lets say it's like this - You happen to be working/in the same class with this person who happens to be attractive and oh so wonderful and so much more better than your current partner...what do you do?oh yea pls don't bother answer this cause action speaks louder than words. One can say all those things you wanna hear but it's not gonna stop temptation thats knocking on your door.

It's just sad that many people have thoughts like not to trust your partner to much, or don't invest all your heart into a relationship. So how much should I trust my boyfriend? or some of u think thats not an advice you should give people? So how? I say my relationship is trusted in God, and I trust him to guide me and the boyfriend all the way down the aile and that altar. Yea some may say I'm naive and happy endings don't exist, I say they do...just not in the form of a fairy tale.

Alaling and The Kaya Koks

2008-07-15T20:31:00.000-07:00

Check this out!!

For those who don't know and are wondering both the guys there are my older brothers :)

Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)

2008-07-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

This had me in tears for almost and hour!!the ending is bitter sweet almost similar to P.S I Love You. Apparently this was adapted from the manga by Yuu Watase, name sounds familiar?does Fushigi Yuugi, Ayashino Ceres ring a bell?yeap both these series also had me in tears...damn she's good at making me cry!But if u're read the manga sorry to say that the drama is alot different. So if u want a sappy chic flick that is not in english and will make u smile, romance and cry?Watch this show, I will not be held responsible for puffy eyes and the lack of tissues!

My cupcakes no likey me

2008-07-08T19:52:00.001-07:00

1st Attempt
Batch 1
-Shrank 50%, bottom burnt
Batch 2
-Sharnk 30%, cupcakes flat
Batch 3
-Sharnk 50%, under cooked

2nd Attempt
Batch 1
-Shrank 10%
Batch 2
-Shrank 30%
Batch 3
-Shrank 50%

:( they don't like me!!why why why is it a flour?I over beat?I don't beat enough?is it the oven??why!! :( they're not perfect!!I is not happy....

And so...

2008-07-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

Finally after months of procrastinating I've finally bought my oven :) I could only afford a small one but the bf insist that he'll pay extra so that I could get the bigger one! So yay!!*hugz Got the oven it's time to start baking :) u guys ready to sample my cupcakes!!don't expect nything great just yet coz I need to understand this oven's capabilities and in-capabilities :) after that hehe new stuff!

I want to...

2008-06-28T09:31:00.000-07:00

Open a cafe, something like teapot in SS2 and sell scrumptious pastries that looks oh-so-pretty!

I wan to sell cupcakes online, that is affordable, taste great and look so pretty

I wan to join the online boutiques and sell online clothes for dead cheap price!!

I want to do all the above...but I keep thinking am I going doing this because I like it or I'm finding other ways to earn more. Well not that earning more is a bad thing right? I can't be designing in a fashion industry for long...I don't see myself doing this job even if I become Creative Director, I don't see myself doing my job in the next...10 maybe 15 years. It would be cool to be a stylish mom :)** 10-15 years I hope to be married with kids okay!! but seriously I think my love for fashion may dwindle as time passes.

Okay maybe the selling clothes online thing won't work cause I'll get bored and tried of sourcing for stuff BUT the first two is possible, just the how, when , what details to figure out. I mean with the current inflation and everything getting more and more expensive...how how how?I think I'll just stick to my current plan with the cupcakes :), any volunteers to test my cupcakes?I warn you it could be many many many many many MANY MANY testings :) I want to get it right!so far Zoe's recipe has had very good reviews now I need a chocolate cupcake :) oh i want that oven NOW!!

My 1st time!!

2008-06-25T10:05:00.000-07:00

A clip of my 1st time serving as a dancer in DUMC - kinda blanked out in the beginning forgot wat was going on tee hee.

So sorry guys!!

2008-06-24T05:37:00.000-07:00

To Zoe, Rich and Gadiy

So sorry I had to work late tonite +_+ but I've got tonnes of work to finish, I would soo love to chillax with you guys!And I'm really glad u guys are really hoping and pushing for me to come tonite :) just show how much u guys miss me(cheh perasan :p) but we'll hang out soon kay!!once i finish my work!! till then miss u guys loads! take care and be good don't do naughty stuff while I'm not around k!!If not...somebody gonna get hurt real baaad :p

Love
Beebs

Convict

2008-06-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Definition
–verb (used with object)

1.	to prove or declare guilty of an offense, esp. after a legal trial: to convict a prisoner of a felony.

2.	to impress with a sense of guilt.

–noun

3.	a person proved or declared guilty of an offense.

4.	a person serving a prison sentence.

When God convicts you, it really hits straight to the core. It's at that moment you realise that there is something wrong in your life, that you have not portrayed Christ-likeness to those around you, be it a brother in Christ or even your fellow colleagues which is worse because then you're a hypocrite.

That's exactly how I feel at this moment, I thank God used this person to speak to me and not someone else. This was coming from someone whose opinion I trust and this person knows the exact words and tone to speak. I guess God was speaking with different voices and tone but me being me I don't listen to everyone.

But it's that feeling that comes after conviction, uselessness or just plain crappy and it comes again and again to haunt you, it's this feeling I dislike. But there is a need to change, so how does one go about it?How long will it take when you've finally gotten the idea? the molding process is painful yet necessary, it hurts when someone say hey!what you're doing is not right, truth is painful, it hurts but we all have to change for the better, we all have our faults, some of us are rude and we don't know it, some of us are not so good listeners, some of us are lazy...no one is perfect. If only change was easy, I wouldn't need to feel crappy and I wouldn't have to make the person who pointed it out feel bad.

My Nightmare

2008-06-20T19:46:00.000-07:00

While almost every dancer have nightmares about forgetting steps, My nightmare - I forgot to bring my dress

-_____-"

Something must be wrong with me.

Recharge!

2008-06-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

A week's worth of revival has got it's perks :), although work is pilling up *looks at mountain high stack of job bags, doesn't matter cause I just can't get enough of Him!sorry but im kiasu this week!!

AND...

It's time to put on my orange dress and jazz shoes!With a tambourine on my right and banners on the left, Him by my side...I'm all set for this weekend celebration!

Meow!

2008-06-18T17:09:00.000-07:00

Name: Terra
Hobbies: Pouncing on people, chewing on toes and fingers, disturbing people while reading newspapers and watching TV, sleeping next to people

~~She's~~ He's alot bigger now that pic was taken when ~~she~~ he was 4 weeks old, now ~~she's~~ he's about 8 weeks old and ~~she's~~ he's growing fast!!Here's a recent Vid of ~~her~~ him,~~she~~ he doesn't like to be left home alone and always makes a fuss once we get home :)

Took him to the Vet...we got his gender wrong :)teehee

A nite with RiHanDy and The Manager

2008-06-16T09:07:00.000-07:00

Location:
KLPAC - Gadiy's Performance
Bangkok Jazz - Elliot and Edvard's gig

The Manager and Me

Part of RiHanDy pretending that they don't care about the camera

Sorry we left mid-way but we enjoyed it, I did!*clap clap great job Gadiy!!though it was a lil hard for me to watch u play a gay dude :) good stuff non the less!!I know u're bz but try to make time for an old fren like me laaa...then we can go together and check out my fren's gig!!

At Bangkok Jazz

they look bored here but they really liked the music...except that it was alil to loud sitting right behind the drums.

Q: Which is better The Hulk or Ironman?

2008-06-16T02:37:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOO TONY STARK!!!WOOOOHOOOO TONY STARK!!!!!

KAWAII!!!!!!

2008-06-13T21:20:00.000-07:00

XD this is just SOOOOO CUTE!!!!

Oh crap its June

2008-06-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

15 days and counting....oh God...HELP ME!!!!

Checklist
Dress (check)
Leotard (check)
Black Pants (check)
Jazz shoes (check)
Memory capacity (?????)
Stamina (?????)

+_+ heeeeeelp

For he's a jolly good fellow...

2008-06-02T22:31:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday old man!!which would u rather a wheel chair or a tongkat?

A sign to get married??

2008-06-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

So my AD gives me a piece of paper with a list of things I need to send to someone, but the P looked like D so I miss took Fashion Picks for(replace P with D) but ofcourse I know la it's Fashion Picks...and the whole design team said...

"It's a sign beebee...faster get married!"

-_____-"

Utter randomness :)

PS. I'm not getting married YET!!!!

Penang Penang Penang!!!

2008-05-08T08:59:00.000-07:00

Penang here I come!!!Its been....10 years? since my last trip to Penang yes I know I'm so sad! :p but dun care!!I'm going d!!!!YAY

just venting out "negative" emotions

2008-05-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

I don't care what you're opinion of me is, because you went behind my back and stab me! If you have a problem just come and tell me to my face and we'll settle it there and then, can't handle it?what nonsense!The one who cause this tension is not me...it's you, because you've allow these feelings to settle in your heart and cloud your judgement on me, I believe I've done you no wrong, and if I have by all means come and tell me and show me how I have wrong you. Do you think I am out to hurt you?Do you think I do these things to PURPOSELY hurt you? I have better things to do than to 'plot a scheme' to make your life miserable! You've hurt me too but I've said nothing because I choose to bear with this as this is nothing to be made big about, and I've moved on from that I choose not to allow these things spoil this 'relationship' we have. If you are to chicken to come face me with what you think of me, then maybe I've over estimated your maturity...we are all adults lets not act like children when it comes to facing problems.

God is teaching me alot about forgiveness this week and I choose to forgive you for all the things you've done to me, and I seek your forgiveness when I've hurt you without my knowing. Though I may feel angry about this...I've let this go...I will not seek revenge but give it to the Lord and ask for His strength and guidance every single day of my life.

Anti-social me

2008-05-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

There are times when I deliberately pretend I didn't see a familiar face, sometime hide even...why?because I just don't want to, I simply didn't feel like saying hie or just lazy to 'layan' people.

I had one yesterday, saw a friend and was feeling anti-social I just didn't want to say hie, lucky my hair was shorter now so it's harder for some people to recognize me so I just made sure I had my back facing this person the whole time. Call me mean but I just wasn't up for a conversation that gave a brief history of the last 2 years and discussing if I'm still with the same bf and then discussing when r u getting married bla bla bla...so it's just easier if I pretend I don't see them and run and hide as soon as I can.

I don't know why I feel this way, it's not always like this I mean there are days when I see a friend and I genuinely say hie and ask how r u and stuff. And there are some people whom I really want to see but haven't seen in ages and sometimes I hope to bump into these people one day. I don't consider myself an anti-social but I admit there are times when I'm anti-social.

My April

2008-05-01T09:00:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling the need to post something but I don't anything in particular to post about, so now I shall just randomly rant about my April.

My April has been indeed very depressing, partially about work but I don't want to talk about that but I think its mostly got to do with attending 3 funeral in a span of 2 weeks, 1st my 2nd cousin passed away, then my church friend's Mom passed away after that, my previous church Elder passed away...all this in a span of 2 weeks, though I wasn't close to all who have passed on it still took a toll on me emotionally, guess God was reminding me how fragile life is and how we shouldn't take our lives here for granted. I mean do we all live like today is out last day?does it even occur to us that we or someone we know could die any time?I know some of u would probably be saying 'Choi!' but whats there to 'choi' about?I could die tonite while posting this...or on my way to work...I could die when I'm 80 on my death bed hopefully next to my dying husband just like the ending of The Notebook hehe, but yea for me I think I'll try to be more aware of my life and where is it going everyday.

Although it was depressing there were events that made the heaven's rejoice, and that was my mom accepting Christ and going to Chinese Church, this was something I've put off for the longest time because of timing and which church to take her bla bla bla, so since now with much more time on my hands I figured she's ready and I'm free so might as well do it, and Thank God for bringing people to talk to her, I just pray that God will continue to bring people into her life to encourage her to grow more!Another thing to be happy about is my dance training is over!4 months of crash course learning tambourine and banner patterns...and now it's more effort into practices and memorizing steps as fast as I can, and learning to let go and just worship God in this manner, it's is not easy when half the time you're wondering what comes after this step...and cheating is not as easy because u're standing next to 2 dancers who are more experience, as hard as it is I'm really enjoying it very much, as much as my whole body ache after the practices I'm really enjoying myself :). But I need to constantly remind myself it's not me it's God, I'm not doing this by myself for without God I can't do any of this, and MOST importantly as Aunty Jane constantly reminds me Remember who you are serving!so beebs you've got to FOCUS!!turn your direction to God!And another thing I'm happy about is moving to a smaller room, at 1st I didn't like the idea of being away from the whole team but right now...I find it much easier to focus at work the down side is walking to the printer which is placed in the main office, and the space is smaller but its so much quieter!since it's all designers we don't have clients calling and writers shuffling in and out so it's pretty good la.

I'm done ranting I shall now indulge in some chick flicks :)

Pure rapture

2008-04-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

For 2 hours, it was pure rapture...just sitting there listening to Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra made my day. I know some of you made just want to fall asleep listening to such music but I'd rather this than clubbing any day! I would trade drinks for an hour listening to an orchestra play any day! I shall make a trip to MPO every now and then when I'm dying at work :) just to get away from it all.

The weekend was good why?

2008-04-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

No it's the because I've finished learning all my banner patterns

Nope, it's not because I manage to wear my contacts within 30 mins

It's because :)

My mom has accepted Christ on Sunday morning!!!!!

God is good?Yea man!!!

When you can and can't

2008-04-14T01:55:00.000-07:00

This is so immature!

What can I do about it!?!?

Warning EMO content

2008-04-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

I want to soak myself in this monsoon
To just run through a field when the sky is falling
Dance and wrap myself in the rain
Sing with all my might againts the rolling thunder
I want to forget about the cold I might catch
I want to ignore facts and just be ignorant for a day
For a day I just want to soak myself in this monsoon

Funny how I find it romantic for couples to play in the rain... blame it on the media if you want, but I still won't change my mind.

Why are you so CARELESS?!?!

2008-04-10T19:15:00.000-07:00

If one could EVER be so careless...she would be me

I missed out 2 of my layouts, I never realised the color proof NEVER came back, I didn't update my job sheet properly...

please...somebody JUST SHOOT ME!!!

Matt 5:39

2008-04-09T20:23:00.000-07:00

If someone were to slap me I would slap the person back!*smack* :p but thats not how it works in the bible as we all know if someone slaps you on the right, turn to the left as well...I get it but it's just so impossible!this is how much it takes to be a Christian, to be salt and light of the world.
Everyday He reminds me

God:you've got to stick out like a sore thumb, you can't be like everyone else, as much as you dress alike your attitude has to be different from them.
Beebs:T____T but hoooooow!?!?

Everyday I wake up I go to work...many times I really really want to kill my clients, and here he's telling me to ask for the left cheek slap T_T I'm sure my clients to take advantage of that if the opportunity, I just wonder how many time will they slap my until they are satisfied, and what happens after that?ok so I let them slap me over an over again then?Will it make a difference?

But then I remember the cross... Where Jesus was falsely acused and never said a word. When he could have saved himself he chose to be whipped, spit on and crucified... this is how much it took to save the people he loved. and this is the example he has set...standards are high yes...but it's worth it in the end

They're here!!Finally!

2008-04-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

After 2 looooong weeks...it's finally here

In Christ Alone

2008-04-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

Just when I think I can't do this anymore, You carried me :)

You must test drive a car before you buy it, and the same goes for marriage must test before you commit!

2008-03-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

It's so sad when you realize how people view marriages now, my colleague believes in sex before marriage and this is what she had to say

"Before you buy a car, you have to test it out right?So before you commit yourself to marriage have to see his ****** what if it's not 'up to standard'?"

Beebs*rolls her eyes and thinks to herself...
"It's that ALL you care about in the guy you want to marry?"

I mean at the end of the day, it's that all you look for in your possible husband?So even if he treats you very well, has a successful career, his mom loves you very much, but he isn't up to size you wouldn't marry him?all because he didn't measure up...so sad so so sad!

so much for the vows

For better or for worse...

I like what Irwin said to this test drive theory

"Unless you're an experience driver you wouldn't know what problems to look for in a car when you test drive it. So unless you've been married you wouldn't know what problems to look out for in a marriage."

But I must agree with my friend, people are not cars. Marriages are not cars.

Today is such a crappy day for me

2008-03-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

I hate it when THEY don't know what they want, THEY take you round and round the bush and then conveniently just leave the bush...so why is my work flow slow?simple i spend so much time trying to make these PEOPLE happy and what do I get after spending 2 days..yes 2 DAYS doing your work?Oh...I think we'll just do this instead...

please if you don't know what you want please don't come and disturb me...i have actual work to do u know!!

Tagged by Zoe

2008-03-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

Instructions:
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list.
List them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all..

*i changed question 4*

1. What would you do if the person you love tries to kill himself/herself?
Panic and I'll try talking him/her out of it

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
this one is obvious

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
1. Jason -there is no need to say why :)
2. Lex -she's a good company and she's got good music :)
3. Zoe - cause she entertains me

4. If you had 1 day to live what would you do?
Tell the people I love that I love them very much and tell all the people that I've hurt I'm sorry

5. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
to be able to travel the world and get paid for it!

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yea ofcourse! I look forward to it!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
people I love

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
SHOP FOR SHOES!!!!!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
err no but i'll drop not so obvious hints

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
She's a friend who will stand by you even if the world walks out on you
She's one who entertains my gila moments
She's one I can go budget shopping with :) and still find clothes that are fabulous for dead cheap prices

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
To love God more than he loves me.
Want to get married and have kids and a pet dog.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Two faced back stabbing person

13. What is your ambition?
to be a designer...eh wait I am one :p

14. What song/song lyric sums up you?
Everything - Buble (SO PERASAN :p)

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Oh yea i am :p just look at my previous post! shoes in Malaysia are not enough for me already, I have to shop else where online :)

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Mature

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
All the parts that are dark.

18. What’s the last shocking thing you’ve seen or heard?
A dead person on the road...never forget that blood every where...

19. Dream prom date?
Clay Aiken....*swooons

20. If you had to chew bubblegum for the rest of your life, what flavour would it be?
Spearmint!!!!ALWAYS SPEARMINT

I don't tag people cause the ppl in my link have all been tagged :) so if you want to do it go ahead

My God is so GREEEEEEAAAAAAAT

2008-03-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

My God is so GREEEEEEAAAAAAAT

So STROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG

and so MIGHTY there's nothing my God cannot do for you!

On Easter Sunday the whole of PJ was raining cats & dogs BUT it wasn't at sec 13...we only had cool weather and a rainbow that sunday evening for dedication service. The weather was perfect for an outdoor dinner around Dream Centre :)

In 2 weeks

2008-03-23T00:25:00.000-07:00

You and

you will arrive :)

Both of u are such steals! at 10USD?I *heart you very very much!!

Oh I can't wait till you arrive!!

The YES and NO Game.

2008-03-20T09:25:00.000-07:00

Konon I have no time to do this :p, I shall make this harder for some of you :p Reds - Yes Yellows - No

Kissed someone on your email list? Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Been arrested? Kissed someone you didn't like? Slept in until 5 PM? Fallen asleep at work/school? Held a snake? Ran a red light? Been suspended from school? Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? Been fired from a job? Sang karaoke? Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Kissed in the rain? Sang in the shower? Sat on a rooftop? Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? Broken a bone? Shaved your head? Blacked out from drinking? Played a prank on someone? Felt like killing someone? Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Had Mexican a jumping beans for pets? Been in a band? Shot a gun? Tripped on mushrooms? Donated Blood? Eaten alligator meat? Eaten cheesecake? Still love someone you shouldn't? Think about the future? Believe in love? Sleep on a certain side of the bed?

Missing you heaps

2008-03-17T10:10:00.000-07:00

Recent events made me realise just how great you gals are!

I miss seeing you everyday just doing nonsense that we could think off :), running off to the padang on every evening with your super canggih bike and roller blades, playing tag up and down the slide, panicking at the site of the doberman mix rotwiller dog :). Attempting to cook "decent" snacks made out of 90% sugar, hiding in GG-ma's room at nite just for fun :)

I miss going out on a SUPER last min note coz you need to have a go :), I miss sitting at that mamak just chatting about life, our opinions on things and just plain nonsense. I value your honesty and sincerity in out friendship and I know you've got my back no matter wat :)

I miss our daily dose of JJ and Rudy morning crew, it hasn't been the same without you :(, I miss the daily mockings of each other and your "wondrous" smile :). I miss our daily drama that just made us wiser in out decisions. I miss guessing whics dork is driving which car :).

I miss seeing you every weekend, I miss planning and deciding what to do on sunday...which song and which action and which games, I miss it all...I miss going for papedum just bcoz it rocks :) I miss the shopping for uber cheap clothes that looks ex :p

You gals made friendship seems so sweet, I *heart* YOU!!

How?How?HOW???

2008-03-14T01:46:00.000-07:00

Art Directing a shoot is alot of work...especially when the models are not giving you what it is you need. . .

at the moment

my model is too hyper. . .

God....this is not funny!!!

It's 4 am in the morning

2008-03-13T13:09:00.000-07:00

I havent gotten much sleep, and morning fast and prayer is in an hour...booo hooo

Today in History

2008-03-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

Read the papers :) Today onwards it's a new day for Malaysia and I hope things change for the better.

I need a new bed...

2008-03-07T16:38:00.000-08:00

Been thinking about changing my bed, I've had this one since I was in high school...so I went looking for ideas on what kind of beds to get next and I came across this place and they had such interesting beds!

If I could have and bed from Beds I would pick

Valencia

What I like about this is that the moment you enter the room your attention is directed to this bed and nothing else!This would make a perfect focal point in my dream room :p which will include a walk-in wardrobe...and a shoe closet!

I was just randomly looking at bed and then I saw this!!I wish I has these when I was a kid!
Princess Bed

Just to satisfy my bimbotic moments :p and it looks like something off a storybook :p I mean all those times while you're reading fairy tales, or after watching some Disney Cartoon for the 100 time going to bed in this would have just made it all more fun :)

Oh this is soooo cute!!

Digger!my gosh!So cute a bulldozer!!

For you guys out there who is just anal about leather

The Tuscany Black is perfect for you!It also comes with a bedside table - Tuscany Nightcube

Man really cool stuff they've got, hmm but I'm still undecided on what kind of beds... got some inspiration but no definitely ideas yet, it's still in bits and pieces...hmmm*thinks but go on and check out this place :)

You can find all of these beds at

It's 8am on the 8/3

2008-03-07T16:34:00.000-08:00

The General Election has started and I seriously regret not registering in time!!!

Things to consider before buying Health Insurance

2008-03-07T07:02:00.000-08:00

1. What's the limit?
Don't assume you can claim any amount you wish, find out what is the limit you are entitled to claim, and also annual claim limits.

2. Is there Exclusion clause in your policy?
Know what is the exclusion clause in your insurance policy.

3. Pre-existing conditions
Most health & medical insurance company do not cover any pre-existing illness so insure yourself when you’re healthy.

4. Renewal period
Do you have to renew your insurance yearly? What is the maximum age which you’re allowed to renew the policy?

5. Is there any co-insurance & deductible?
Co-insurance means that you have to share the total medical cost incurred with the insurance company. Deductible means that you have to pay a certain minimal amount of the medical cost and the remaining will be paid by the insurance company.

6. The claim process?
What is the procedure to make a claim?

7. Cost of the insurance
First, you must ensure that the benefits are sufficient to meet your needs. Next, check whether you can afford the premium.

As for those of you thinking about insurance for your business Business Insurance offers a wide range of insurance for your business needs. They also have interesting packages for you home/ travel/ pet insurance!

It's not going to make a difference

2008-03-05T09:32:00.001-08:00

Hey YOU!!!

Yea YOU!!!

YOU who thinks if your ONE vote won't make a difference??

if 10 people taught like YOU...Malaysia would have lost 10 votes

if 100 people taught like YOU...Malaysia would have lost 100 votes

if 10 000 people taught like you...Malaysia would have lost 10 000 votes

YOU think it won't make a difference?

Not so fun being miss chatterbox

2008-03-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

Dear God

I wish I could just shut up...

How to deal with your debts

2008-03-01T10:11:00.000-08:00

Finding it hard to cope with you debts? here are a few tips to dealing with debts.

Priorities your debts
Make a list of people you owe (your creditors) and priorities the order of importance. Give priority to the ones where serious actions can be taken against you if you don't pay e.g mortgage repayments, rent, taxes and payments ordered by the courts.

Budgeting
Set a budget for your daily, weekly and monthly spendings, this allows you to see and plan your spendings according to you needs. By budgeting you can trim out unnecessary spendings and save!

Contact your creditors
Talk to your creditors about your situation and what you're going to do about it. Offer to pay each debt off in a way you can afford - it's important not to offer to pay more than you can afford, and not to assume you'll be able to pay more in the future.

Where to get help?
Debt Management

I've checked out this site and really you can get a few pointers on managing your finances and help!Really if you are clueless about how to manage your debt this site is for you!

It still hurts... sometimes

2008-02-29T10:00:00.000-08:00

Has it been so long? Has it been that long where the hurt all began, waking up with my pillow soaked in my tears. Drowning my thoughts and what they did to me...played those painful images again and again, images of no one standing up for me...all the pain and rejection. Has it been so long?Dreading the Saturday afternoons...wishing I could just run away, anywhere where I'd be love for who I am regardless of the clothes I wear, my choices in music and my choices I make and be love for being myself to feel accepted for who I am. But I was choking, I couldn't breathe...my chest hurt, it hurt so much...so much, I wished that I'd disappear from this pain...I wished for a hug, I wished for kind words, I wished for understanding...but all I felt was pain...that stabbing pain that never seems to go away. But as the days went by, You came to my rescue...You came to mend mt broken heart, You held me and wipe away my tears...You spoke your words of life, You came to take away this pain...it still hurts sometimes...but You still come to hold me in you arms, and tell me It's ok I love you.

I procrastinated till it was too late

2008-02-28T18:58:00.001-08:00

S: Who will you vote for?
Me:X
S: Me too, Did you register?
Me: No...Did you?
S: I didn't either, yesterday I had supper with three of my friends and I asked them who would they vote for and we all agreed to X, but non of us registered, so now X has lost a total of 4 votes.
L: Haiyo! Why you never registered??
S: I procrastinated till it was too late
L: *shakes his head

Crap la!I talk so much but in the end I didn't get around to registering myself, now all I can do it pray by the sideline while the rest of Malaysia votes.

Humor of the day

2008-02-28T18:53:00.000-08:00

I got this humor calender for Christmas and this is the humor of the day

Only in America...do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescription while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front of the store.

How to kill your conscious

2008-02-27T08:21:00.000-08:00

Step 1: Ignorance is bliss - just ignore the little voice in your head
Step 2: Once you've mastered the are of ignorance, you need to develop Perseverance - just keep ignoring it.

Now you're well on your way to killing you conscious.

Have a nice day :)

When u're to chicken to say the right things

2008-02-22T18:25:00.000-08:00

When God gives me the opportunity I let it slip...

not only once...but twice

I was either to afraid to say something, or I didn't realise someone said something about God that I know is not true...

T_T This can't keep happening!Coz I feel bad :(

Y I need more days for work

2008-02-20T08:43:00.001-08:00

1. 15-20 working days are needed to complete my jobs
2. Clients. Nuff said

Feb is a short month = less time for the same amount of work on a regular month
Feb is CNY month = EVERYONE is on leave especially Clients!!!

so there for?

I have less than 15 working days to complete my jobs and go for my photo shoot!!

So am I nuts to ask God for more days in the month of feb?

I don't think so!!

bobs are meant to be short!!

2008-02-19T19:08:00.000-08:00

I need to cut my hair!!

I don't have the time!!

Too much to do!!!

Why feb must have only 29 days!Just be like the other months, have 31 days!!!

I baked and he decorated :p

2008-02-18T03:54:00.000-08:00

During the weekend I baked cupcakes because I have a sudden urge to bake, but thats not the fun part Jason had alot of fun decorating :)

I'm going to bake some more tonite :) dear u wanna decorate?

Beef Ribs and a Flirtatous Waiter

2008-02-17T08:23:00.000-08:00

I love love love Tony Roma's beef ribs!!So as a treat to Lex I belanja her to Tony Roma's only to find out she didn't share the same love of ribs...but since I owe her something for Christmas(and since we both failed to find that Kimono top) might as well lar.

Off to MV we went to have good food, and I HAD to insist we sit inside at a corner so we got a nice corner near the bar but I sat with my back facing the bar. Waiters are allocated my tables and so we got this dude who's English I couldn't understand at all...AT ALL!!but then again I should be one to talk cause I talk at full speed... now I'm very nice to waiters/waitresses in general, so maybe this one misunderstood my nice-ness. So we placed our orders and then he came back with the sauces, they've got this nice BBQ sauce and all so THIS waiter actual introduce each sauce and drew a smiley face on the plate and this is not my 1st time here so the last few times I went the waiter didn't even bother to give me the sauces.

And this Waiter so smart, instead of bringing everything at once he brought one item at a time 1st was the menu, then came the sauces, then same the cutlery, followed by dinner, then same the serviettes...see told u he was smart. Lex was sitting facing the bar and the waiter kept staring at out table, walking pass out table...poor Lex was annoyed by him. Oh!! and the wet towel's are placed in plates right??he opened it for me!and this is what he put in the receipt

but this pic was taken in a rush cause we didn't want him to see...he circled his named and drew that!Sigh now I won't go back to that outlet for awhile...

I'm boy-cotting VDay

2008-02-14T06:25:00.000-08:00

While everyone is probably out having a nice dinner, exchanging gifts and celebrating VDay, I on the other hand am sitting comfortably at home, zapping ppl on heroes and listening to Jason's "idol" Jimi Hendrix. Don't get me wrong I'm not poor or feeling sad I just don't feel like there anything special to VDay,

Why I'm boy-cotting VDay
1. Everything and I mean EVERYTHING is marked up take for example flowers - a usual bouquet of roses would cost about RM100 ++ but on Vday you can find prices like RM200 ++ for bouquet of roses with maybe some cute bears.
2.Dinner restaurants has special deal that is "value" for money which usually means u spend a bit more for getting and extra piece of ribs and dessert which you can't fully enjoy cause you're stuffed .If you guys are planning something romantic at a nice fancy restaurant you BETTER make reservations coz other guys out there want that table for two!
3. Movies, yea I know jumper is out today and I know the trailer is super chun but a cinema packed with possibly 90% couples not cool.
4. I'm too lazy to go out.

Happy Vday you guys :)

While watching Rambo 4

2008-02-03T18:13:00.000-08:00

In one scene you meet the mercenaries, lex notices that they are mostly Aussies

Lex:Why are they mostly Australians?
Beebs: Bcoz the Americans are at Iraq
Lex: Oh yeaa!!haha

misunderstood

2008-02-03T18:02:00.000-08:00

Funny how buying lunch is considered sucking up, an act that was meant to give someone kindness, to genuinely be nice to someone is treated as sucking up.

me is becoming random

2008-01-29T07:24:00.000-08:00

Standard Chartered or HSBC?

Did I say Maybank?NO
Did I say Public Bank?NO

I said?

Standard Chartered

OR

HSBC?

What was it again??

Standard Chartered

OR

HSBC?

but since Lex has nothing better to do than to "entertain" me she keeps sending random bank names other than Standard Chartered and HSBC, so the conversation went like this

Lex: Alliance :p
Beebs: *gives shovel to Lex* nah go dig your own grave, pick a nice spot and I'll make sure you get a nice tomb stone and coffin.
Lex: hahaha :p why lately u so witty wan?
Beebs: . . . becoz I hang out with writers

randomness I tell u...

this post is not suppose to make sense

The Werewolves of Millers Hollow

2008-01-11T21:34:00.000-08:00

Townsmen go to sleep, Werewolves you are awake!

This game takes Mafia to a whole new level!!It's the same concept but more characters will be introduce as the game progresses, just like Mafia you have to find the werewolves before all the townsmen dies.I find this alot more fun than Mafia!Gosh I want to it play again!!!and this time I don't want to be the 1st innocent victim to die!!

Elliot (the game moderator of the nite) explaining the characters. The purple card on the bottom center of the picture is The Prophet(Fortune-teller) this one can see other people's card without their knowledge! The yellow card next to it is townsmen, you just wait to be killed bwahahahaha

Here we are accusing who is the werewolf. 3 ppl accused Gilbert but he was innocent so poor him got framed by the cunning werewolves :)

Alex manage to convince Charlotte that he was not a werewolf and saves the day!!

Well this is all I have cause I DIED 1st in the round!!later on Elliot introduced :-

The witch-she can kill or heal a person.
The Cupid(dun gimmie that look!!)-The cupid appoints lovers and the lovers have to stay together through out the game.
The Hunter-this role is only relevant when you die, so before your last breath you can shoot nyone but ofcourse make sure you shoot a werewolf and not townsmen.
The little girl-The little girl can peep when the werewolves are awake BUT peep in secret so the werewolves dun catch you :)
The Theif-now this character complicates the game cause he can switch your cards around so you could be a townsmen at the start of the game but later on you become a werewolf.
The Sheriff-you get 2 votes when we are deciding who to kill

I can't wait till Thaipuisam tee hee!must must play!!play in the dark with candles even more fun!!

Dance unto the light

2008-01-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

Dance unto the light,
Sway to the sounds of time,
Watch the angels bright,
As they dance within your mind.
Dance my friends and sway,
To beauty, to laughter, to love,
For this is the most perfect day,
A perfect gift from above!
Dance unto the light,
Catch the stars bright,
For perfect are the angels love,
From the One Most High above!
Dance, dance, dance
As the music plays on,
Dance, Dance, Dance,
As we listen to their song.
Dance unto the light,
Star light, star bright,
Watch as the baby is born,
On a most glorious morn?
Dance unto the light,
Catch the stars so bright,
Yes He died on a tree,
But He died for Victory!
dance unto the light,
We dance unto the night,
The song has been sung,
For He has finally won!

Katrina S. Lucas

Phil 3:13

2008-01-01T04:52:00.001-08:00

Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead.

I'm not going to look back anymore, this time I'm only looking forward for what He has install for me, here I come 2008!!

Watchnite 2007

In 2007

2007-12-27T17:30:00.000-08:00

1.I had a new job - switch departments and took on a new job scope :), met new colleagues and new friends, also have to style DIY pages :) yeap it's a good year at work
2. I learned new action songs- thanks to the WOW conference so now Zoe, Matt and Ivan has a whole list of new songs with actions so they're ready for the coming year without me U guys can do this :) just surrender it all to God and let Him lead you
3. I made new friends-Well I met alot of people during the Christmas production :) interesting people and talented ofcourse :)
4.I got a new hairstyle-If Lex hadn't pestered me to teman her cut her hair we wouldn't have met the cute hairstylist who by the way gave me this hairstyle, I went in to sense studio with no idea of what to do with my hair and viola!!The cute bob!Me likey very muchy!
5.I've helped a dear friend with his personal struggles- You know who you are :) sorry for the many many many times I didn't pick up the phone!It's already a year just see how far u've come :) and it's not because of me it's because of God, I'm glad that you still consider me a friend even after we haven't been communication for a long time :)
6.I've rekindled a friendship that I've missed very much - well this is connected to no.6
7. I appeared one to many times in a magazine - well if you are a faithful buyer of the mag I work for you can see me every other month ..or parts of me keke it's not fun to air brush and make myself look skinnier!!
8. I've discovered FACEBOOK! - and was addicted for a week sheesh I was so bad to the point I was playing it in the office poking ppl!!throwing sheep at ppl!!
9. I discovered Tony Rama's, Paddington's Pancakes, BIG APPLE DONUTS!!!! - yeap and me n Jo was crazy enough to just drive all the way to curve to eat donuts!
10. I learned to make cupcakes - yesss Zoe had this simple recipe n we had fun baking it :p
11. I watched transformers 3 times in the cinema!!
12. I left Malaysian shore's for the 1st time!!! - Bali ppl Bali!!well wasn't as great as I thought it'd be but atleast I got to see Tanah Lot and fly on air asia.
13. I lugged 4 DOZEN of Krispy Kreme's back from Bali!-Yes me n my colleague lugged that many donuts back to malaysia!!
14. I went to club for the 1st time of my life - for work event and I hated it not the event but the place!I don't know why ppl rave about it, it sucks! I'd rather sit at home watching Heroes
15. I held a Jimmy Choo bag*tear it was 6000 ok!!!I'm never stepping into those designer labels for obvious reasons!!
16. I've photoshot to many topless guys-yeap beebs is responsible for making naked dishes yummy
17. I put on weight - yeap 5kg in total! T_T
18. I dance in front of 500 ppl - now singing in a choir is different :) you just stand there holding your book and sing..forget your part?lip sing :p..now dancing in a group if you mess up EVERYBODY will notice, forget your part..thats it there is nothing there to remind you what is the next step!!
19. I played the fishing game for the first time EVER!!*the one with magnets..I never had that toy!!so when Jason n I bought it for his family as a christmas gift I was really enjoying myself!!
20. I finished Harry Potter!all 7 books done!!!
21. I took care of the Huang kids because Mommy and Daddy Huang went to Cambodia :) - well wasn't fun playing mummy to 3 kids sending them to school and making sure they had dinner and stuff!
22. I sabo Charmain kaw kaw on her hen nite :p - I was mean :p and I know I will be sorry if my turn comes around!!
23. I lost my nike duffle bag :( - My bro's house got broken into and they took my bag that was there!!!!
24. I bought my own camera-so I can take pics pics n more pics!!

so many more things in 2007, all I can say is it's a good year and God is good :) I have no new year's resolution because I never get it done so I don't see a point to it!Happy New Year ppl!!!

Post Christmas depression...

2007-12-26T07:10:00.000-08:00

My Fav memories of Christmas 2007

Shopping at Shopaholics and Baking Cupcakes with Lex and Pigee!

Young Adult CG Christmas Dinner at Gilbert & Yukiko's

Christmas at Seremban*only this time the it's the whole of Christmas*

I've ate waaaaaaay to much during Christmas Eve dinner!*Jason it's all your fault!!!!*

This year was the laziest Christmas!I didn't bother getting gifts for everyone...So sorry guys if you were expecting something from me, I'll make it up next Christmas! This year just didn't felt like Christmas...I'm not sure why, I wasn't really in the mood of the giving and receiving, just spend time with Jason and his family...which explains all the eating cause there is nothing to do in Seremban but eat, but I got my much needed rest...my KK trip wasn't exactly rest u see...those of you who have helped out in a wedding would understand :) and now...I'm going back to work...and it's horrifying!!! I have no idea how much more work pilled up while I was gone...worst my clients might still be on leave!!!*eeeeksss!!!!

To all those got me gifts, sent sms's, and called me thank so much!!

Kota Kinabalu

2007-12-17T09:22:00.000-08:00

I've climb Mount KK!!keke just kidding :p that on the right hand side is Mount KK

Had Charmaine's and Irwin's Wedding to attend, Congrats again!I love her dress!!I wanted to cry when she was walking down the aisle...she was sooo gorgeous, like a princess!!no wonder they call it the princess cut tee hee...

Oh yea she was loving the attention :)

Day 1 and 2 was devoted to their wedding, they need help with the decor and ushering and ofcourse the wedding and dinner.

Well thats the wedding part of the trip, its was sorta kinda like a mine Cell Retreat coz half of the CG wasn't there but it was good for me to finally be able to catch up with them since I haven't been around for a month plus. So day 3, Charm booked us a tour to Poring hot springs and the foot of mount KK.

We weren't tipsy!just being silly :p

Poring hot springs was full of ppl, so we decided maybe we skip the hot springs and went on the canopy walk!we had to pay RM5 for the camera's admittance to the canopy walk...kinda stupid lo coz u are walking the canopy walk without a guide so who would know if we were taking pics?so the moral of the story is don't pay for the extra camera charges lo

A few of us actually ~~went~~ paid RM10 to see Raflesia, picturing the Raflesia to be a giant smelly flower...upon arrival of the site(they had to hike into the forest) my friend exclaimed

"Saya bayar sepuluh ringgit untuk tengok ini?!?!"

it was only as big as your plate and there was ony 1 of it and it wasn't stinking...

After the disappointment at Poring hot springs we adjourned to the foot of mount KK...we thought the foot was at the bottom...we were 1.5 km up from sea level apparently thats the foot of mount KK

Day 4 nothing much but visiting SIB Skyline, Pastor Philip Lyn talks like a TV show host, but he's a funny guy :) after service had alot of hoo haa and deciding where to go between check out time and boarding the plane...sigh

It's good to be back in KL :)

DUMC Punctuation Production

2007-12-11T07:55:00.000-08:00

It's over....

Lost is over....

I'm glad, and sad that it's over. Glad because I can focus on work and sad that there is no practices to keep me occupied.

Praise God that there were many who accepted Christ!*clap *clap *host of angel's singing

I'm gonna miss practices with the other dancers, was fun while it lasted :p

Oh I'm gonna miss Aunty Evelyn's bite size cream puff!!they're heavenly!!

The shepherd trying to save the lost lamb...minus the river girls, the other lambs are soooo cute!

For once I'm doing something different and not in a choir but I do miss being part of PJGH's choir and it's to me still be the best choir to be part of :) and I think it's easier to cheat in a choir than to dance...or atleast I haven't mastered the art of cheating..maybe I should take private lessons from Munz keke...hmm will I join the next production?dunu see where God leads me and see my timing :)

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2007-12-07T20:56:00.000-08:00

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Me no likey clubs!!

2007-12-05T21:29:00.000-08:00

I'm never EVER going to willingly enter a club again!!

I just don't get whats so great about it!

On a another note...it's over!Female's 50 Most Gorgeous People is done!I had to endure the smoke and smell for 1 night for this event...well I'm not one to party in a club...nope, I really wanted to be with Jason and his friends having dinner at Euro Deli and watching Enchanted...now thats my ideal sat night out :) no booze/ciggies required!

pics for you here are the winners this year

Thats Peter and Suchitra